Wednesday, November 25, 2020

From Chandni to Titli: six of my YRF favourites

There are many small, snippet-ish things I have done in recent weeks which I haven't been sharing in this space (while I sulk about not getting much long-form writing done). Here is one: a short video for The Hindustan Times, in which I say a few quick things about six of my favourite Yash Raj Films productions. (Kaala Patthar, Chandni, Lamhe, Jhoom Barabar Jhoom, Titli, Fan.) The video was included with an HT feature about 50 years of YRF. 

Unfortunately I can't figure out how to embed the video with this post. But the link is here.

[And here is a longer piece about Fan]

Tuesday, November 24, 2020

A performance of Manjula Padmanabhan's "The Wish"

Something that has been on my to-do list for a while: reading the recently published collections of Manjula Padmanabhan's plays and performance pieces (I have read two of the longer plays so far, “Lights Out” and “The Mating Game Show”, and liked them very much) and doing a conversation around them with Manjula. Hoping to make this happen in the near future. (Volume 1, btw, also includes Manjula’s marvelous “Harvest”, about organ-selling in a futuristic - or is it? - India.)

Meanwhile, the Prakriti Foundation is doing a series of readings/performances from the two collections. Coming up on November 28: "The Wish", directed by Amrith Jayan and Aasthik Shanbag. The registration link for the performance is here. Please try to come for it, and spread the word to others who might be interested. 

Also, a note: “Lights Out” – about a group of middle-class people in a sixth-floor apartment listening to the sounds of a violent crime being committed in the street below – was written in 1984, the same year as the making of the film Party, directed by Manjula’s friend Govind Nihalani; both works share the theme of the elite discussing the suffering of the underprivileged from a safe distance. (Incidentally Gulan and Jayant Kripalani, who acted in Party, staged “Lights Out” a few years later.)

[I wrote about Party here. And here is a poster that Manjula did for another Nihalani film, Ardh Satya.]

Tuesday, November 10, 2020

Discussing The Innocents (1961) and Henry James's The Turn of the Screw

Some of you would know about the new Netflix series The Haunting of Bly Manor, loosely adapted from Henry James’s novella The Turn of the Screw, about a governess employed to look after two young children. My next film-club discussion will be about the 1961 film The Innocents, which was based on the same story (with a screenplay that both Truman Capote and John Mortimer contributed to!). Deborah Kerr plays Miss Giddens here, and the film has a reputation as one of the milestones in psychological (or “suggested”) horror, finding many visual equivalents for the narrative ambiguity of the James story. (It is superbly shot by Freddie Francis.)


We’ll have the online discussion sometime on the weekend of Nov 21-22 (if I survive the Delhi air of the next few days), and I’ll be sharing the film with my email group soon. Anyone else who is interested, please mail me ( and I’ll send across the link.

By the way, the full text of The Turn of the Screw is available online, for anyone who cares to make a book-to-film comparison.


P.S. we might also discuss the 1963 film The Haunting, based on Shirley Jackson’s The Haunting of Hill House (which was also adapted for the earlier season of the Netflix Haunting anthology).

Saturday, October 31, 2020

Street dog chronicles contd: vaccinating Kaalu

Have been too fatigued and out of things generally to write these little animal updates, but when something nice happens on the street-dog front it’s always a temporary boost. Earlier today I was wrapping up an essay about “part-time dogs”, and was struggling with the bit where I had to explain how complicated it can be to get street dogs — even the ones who know you well and trust you — vaccinated or sterilised. The amount of careful pre-planning that goes into luring or cornering animals who are innately wary, after their many bad experiences with humans. How even a couple of hours of running around with paravets or accomplished dog-catchers might end in frustration and a waste of everyone’s time. And the other sorts of frustrations and heartaches. (Two of the PVR parking-lot pups I got vaccinated last month were run over just a few days later; another can’t walk after being hit by someone or by a vehicle.)

Today, just a short while after banging that piece into its more-or-less final form, I managed — with the help of an aunt, who offered her fenced garden and a bowl of chicken liver for the purpose — to get this fellow’s long-overdue vaccinations done. He hangs around in the park beneath my mother’s flat and is known by the generic name Kaalu. He is skinny and weak-looking (this photo is flattering) but is also aggressive at times, and our colony guards had been asking me, with increasing urgency, to get his anti-rabies shots done because he sometimes runs after visitors and snarls at them.

After my aunt got him into her garden today, I got my animal-helper friends Ravi and Manoj to do the vaccinating, but even in this enclosed space it wasn’t easy. Though Kaalu is fairly comfortable with me and I was the one who threw the leash around his neck and tightened it, he bolted and struggled so hard I was afraid he would dislocate something. Thankfully Ravi managed to give the shots with maximum efficiency and then Kaalu, after he had regained some of his composure, had himself a nice meal and was last seen sleeping under his favourite car in the evening.

The guards were happy when I told them. “Logon ko bahut darr lagta hai iss se,” they have been saying for the past few weeks. I didn’t tell them that a couple of months ago I had witnessed what must be just one instance among many of this dog being on the receiving end of *human* aggression. Kaalu was following me around during my evening walk when I saw a vegetable vendor hit him hard, with a stick, on his bony and delicate back — for no better reason than that he had been sniffing around outside his shop. I lost it, of course — shouted at the guy for five minutes, pointed out that sticks could effectively be used on human skulls too, and was briefly tempted to channel my father’s spirit and knock a few things in the shop around. Avoided that in the end. But I’m not surprised at all when our colony guards tell me that Kaalu sometimes runs at them barking when they are on their rounds, waving or thumping their sticks.

Anyway. Just one vaccination for one among many neighbourhood dogs. Still feels like an achievement, because of how complicated these things can get…

[Related posts: Sona, in remembrance; rescuing Coffee; Ravi and Kaali]

Friday, October 16, 2020

The magical world of Powell-Pressburger: an online course

[Here are the details of a two-session course I will be teaching about the brilliant films of Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger. Anyone interested, please mail me at]

In the 1940s, the writing-and-directing team of Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger made a number of films that still stand among British cinema’s most striking achievements. Four of these films (A Matter of Life and Death, The Red Shoes, Black Narcissus, The Life and Death of Colonel Blimp) made it to the BFI’s list of the top 50 British films of the 20th century, while at least two of their other works made during this period (A Canterbury Tale, I Know Where I’m Going!) have a strong cult following, for excellent reason.


Early in their collaboration, Powell-Pressburger (known as “the Archers”) made propaganda films to boost wartime morale – e.g. 49th Parallel, about Nazis coming ashore in Canada and facing more resistance than they’d expected. Inevitably, these had pedantic moments that directly addressed the major themes of the time, such as the need for Britain and America to set aside their cultural differences and historical baggage and jointly fight a dangerous enemy. But as the decade wore on, other aspects of this powerful artistic partnership came to the fore: even when the stories were outwardly prim and stiff-upper-lip, about English stoicism amidst war and other crises, there was always something playful, sinister or fairytale-like underneath. The tearing of the fabric that separates reality from fantasy, or an idealized past from a pragmatic present, became recurring themes; the colour films in particular, beautifully shot by Jack Cardiff, were lush, dramatic, and visually unlike anything else in the British cinema of the time (which tended to be starker and more restrained). There are strange and haunting moments in all of these films, which resist explanation and linger in the mind long after an initial viewing.


This short course – two sessions, each two hours in duration – will be an introduction to the major Powell-Pressburger films. I will make around 6-7 of the films available to the participants; this will be followed by a discussion about specific films as well as the broader themes and stylistic motifs in the work of the Archers. There will also be a side-discussion on the 1960 Peeping Tom, the Michael Powell-only film that almost ended his career but is today considered one of the iconic works of the thriller-horror genre.


(Since it may be unreasonable to expect the participants to watch several of these films in a short time-span just for the course, the detailed conversations will be reserved for three or four films – but I will also make spoiler-free allusions to the other works, which the participants can watch later on their own time.)



Sunday, November 1 and Sunday, November 8 (7 to 9 pm IST)



Participants in India: Rs 2000

Participants outside India/Asia: $70


Recordings of the sessions will also be sent to all the participants.  

Please mail ( if interested.

Sunday, October 11, 2020

Quick thoughts on today's French Open men's final

It’s going to be a nerve-wracking evening for any Rafa Nadal fan who actually knows something about tennis (and about the specific conditions prevailing at this October “French Open”) — as opposed to fans and non-fans who airily make statements like “Oh, Rafa will win easily” just because “this is clay/RG/his kingdom”.

Nope. If an “easy win” occurs today, it is more likely to be Djokovic winning in straight sets, as he did at the Australian Open 19. Some relevant factors:

1) As has been widely known and discussed since the start of this tournament, these are nothing like the clay conditions Rafa does really well in. Cool weather, low bounce, not easy to slide, heavy balls = many of his strengths are neutralised. And anyway, Djokovic has beaten Rafa even on regular clay more often than anyone else has.

2) Rafa came into this tournament with very little match practice — after the Covid break — compared to ND. Usually needs two or three clay tournaments to work himself into full RG form, and didn’t get that this year. Struggled a good deal in these conditions against Jannik Sinner for a set and a half, and Djokovic’s two-handed backhand will be more consistent than Sinner’s game was.

3) In his last press conference, he made a reference to “my old body” and how long it now takes him to recover from even moderately long matches, or to keep stamina levels high during a tough match. There is a silly tendency among some casual observers to behave as if Rafa can continue playing tirelessly for hours even at age 34, with the mileage of over 1200 professional matches and 15 full years as a top 5 player. That is a ridiculous expectation, and it certainly isn’t borne out by the events of recent years, with his notable wins coming in tournaments where he has been able to shorten points and conserve energy.

4) Djokovic’s motivation levels will be incredibly high, especially after that failed opportunity at the USO last month. Halfway through last year’s RG, Steve Flink (one of the sharper tennis writers/historians around) picked ND to beat Rafa in the final if they met there — this was a very bold prediction given how easily Rafa had won RG in 2017-2018, but Flink is good at counter-intuitive diagnoses like this. I remember how gutted ND was about losing in the semi, because he genuinely believed in his chances to win the final. He will be fired up this year, both for that reason and because of what happened at the USO.

So, Djoker is the 60-40 favourite in my view. I would, of course, be thrilled to be completely wrong. (And I’m not above hoping that Djokovic’s neck is still a bit stiff, like it was in his quarter-final.)

In my great wisdom, I scheduled the last of my Mahabharata sessions for exactly the time of today’s match, which means I’ll only be able to follow scores for the first couple of hours. Don’t know yet if that’s a good thing or a bad thing, but it is what it is.

Meanwhile, here is a re-plug of a piece I wrote last year about the strange nature of sports fandom. And some earlier tennis pieces here.

Friday, October 02, 2020

Film-club discussion: The Night of the Hunter and The Devil and Daniel Webster

For my next online film discussion, I have lined up two unusual, visually distinctive films, one made in 1941, the other in 1955 – and among my personal favourites. On the face of it they have little in common, but they both involve the Devil (or a devil) visiting a small town/village and turning a family’s life upside down.


The Devil and Daniel Webster (1941): set in the mid-19th century, this has the Devil a.k.a. Mr Scratch (played by the great Walter Huston) making a Faustian bargain with a poor farmer. Eventually the lawyer-politician Daniel Webster (a real-life figure) must step in to demonstrate that there is no place for Satan in an America governed by its new Constitution.

(How idealistic that sounds. I can picture this Devil slinking away, forked tail between his legs, when confronted with Trump.)


An additional point of interest for those who attended my Val Lewton sessions: this film involved some of the crew members who worked for Lewton the following year, including the editor-turned-director Robert Wise. And Simone Simon, who played the lead in Cat People, has a super little role here as the catlike Belle, the Devil’s assistant.


The Night of the Hunter (1955): there are too many things to say about this film, which was the only directorial project of the actor Charles Laughton, so I’ll keep it brief. Robert Mitchum as a menacing “man of God” who is really a serial killer/thief preying on young women and their families. (He has “Love” tattooed on one hand and “Hate” on the other, a detail that Martin Scorsese paid tribute to in his remake of Cape Fear.) Two children on the run. The great Lillian Gish (one of cinema’s first leading ladies) as the elderly woman who gives them refuge. Screenplay by the Pulitzer-winning writer James Agee, and Expressionistic cinematography by Stanley Cortez, who had earlier worked with Orson Welles.


Anyone who wants to join the discussion (am hoping to schedule it around the 10th), or just watch the films, mail me at

Friday, September 25, 2020

Seeing is believing? An essay about encounters with religious cinema

[Last year I wrote an essay for the “India and Europe” issue of the Swedish journal Ord&Bild, as part of my fortnight-long writing residency in Stromstad. The piece is a personal one about my experiences with religious/spiritual cinema, both Indian and European, over the decades, and how this intersected with a personality conflict with my grandmother. It also touches on such real-world events as the milk-drinking Ganesha statues of 1995 (this month marks the 25th anniversary of that “miracle”) and the Babri Masjid demolition. 

While the translated version of the piece was published in Ord&Bild, here is the original. Note that it was written primarily for a non-Indian readership, hence some over-explanation]




In one of the most successful Hindi films of the late 1970s, Amar Akbar Anthony, a blind old woman, on the run from villains, is drawn towards a devotional song being performed in a shrine dedicated to the 19th century saint Shirdi Sai Baba. The loss of this woman’s eyesight, early in this story, is just one in a line of tragedies that has beset her in strange succession (the others include tuberculosis and a traumatic separation from her husband and her three little sons), but now things are going to take a rather brighter turn. When she strikes her head on the hard floor of the temple, the Sai Baba statue decides enough is enough. As the song (sung, though she doesn’t yet know it, by her youngest son) reaches its crescendo, two glowing lights emerge from the statue, enter her eyes and restore her sight. 


Blind faith, this scene proposes, can make you see. Not through a glass darkly – to evoke the title of a famous Ingmar Bergman film about faith and despair – but with absolute clarity.


In another major Hindi film, Deewaar, made two years earlier, the same actress, Nirupa Roy – a specialist at playing suffering mothers – lies in hospital perilously near death. Meanwhile her embittered son Vijay (played by the country’s then biggest star Amitabh Bachchan), though an unbeliever, has entered a temple for the first time in decades to perform a monologue that combines prayer with condemnation. “Punish me,” he rages at a statue of the god Shiva, “but don’t punish my mother for my sins.” A swell of music and a forward tracking shot combine to make the statue seem animated and responsive (though this is still less dramatic than the lightning flashes and canted camera angles of many other similar films) – and cut to Ma recovering in her hospital bed.


There are other exciting sideshows in these scenes: for instance, the villains pursuing the blind woman in Amar Akbar Anthony are stopped at the shrine’s entrance by a serpent, clearly a divine emissary. This film in particular has everything one could hope for from a “masala” Hindi movie of the time, including tonal disunities – the narrative jumps from heavy drama to light comedy to songs to action sequences – as well as leaps of logic and heaps of melodrama. It’s the sort of film that those who insist on art being grounded and understated – and that most overused and misused of words, “realistic” – tend to view as unintentionally funny.


And yet, as a reminder that even the most hyper-dramatic Hindi films can simply be mirrors to the hyper-drama of everyday Indian lives, here is a real-life memory of the carnival surrounding another “miraculous” statue.


In September 1995, the elephant-headed God Ganesha apparently began drinking milk in temples across Delhi and elsewhere in India. It made lots of news: the devout and the sceptical thronged temples, each emerging with their own interpretation of events. The main one proposed by those in the rational camp, including scientists, was that this was a marriage of mass delusion, surface tension (in the material that made the statues) and capillary action: the milk wasn’t being drunk by the deity as spoons were placed below his proboscis, but was simply accumulating on the floor. If one cared to look closely. Which (a few of them added, sotto-voce) is something that religious people rarely do.


Naturally, the faithful had a different view of these events.


I was in college at the time, and despite all the excitement around me, with groups of classmates heading off together to temples, I felt no interest in investigating these wondrous events – not even idle curiosity. A non-believer, especially averse to performative religion, I didn’t fancy being in a crowded temple at a time like this. And I had a blasé, perhaps nihilistic take: it wasn’t so much that I had decided for certain that this could be no miracle; my attitude was, let’s say it really had happened, but so what? What did it amount to apart from a few minutes of gimmickry? Would it make the world a better place? Would people everywhere, chastened by this evidence of God’s presence and power, suddenly stop doing bad things? I was sure none of that was on the cards; ergo, I shrugged my shoulders and chose not to think about it.


Returning home, I found exactly the sight I had anticipated. My mother and maternal grandmother, my nani, had visited the neighbourhood temple: mum was mildly taken aback by what she had seen, but open to the possibility of a non-supernatural explanation; nani, on the other hand, always a true believer and a steadfast Hindu, was thrusting her hands to the heavens and alternating worshipful sounds with much weeping and blubbering.


This is a terrible thing to say about someone who loved me dearly, and to whom my divorced mother and I owed so much, but in that moment I felt a visceral dislike, bordering on contempt, for my grandmother. Nor was it the first or last time. I had felt similarly three years earlier when, watching a live telecast of the demolition of the Babri Masjid (the medieval mosque demolished by fundamentalist Hindus with the encouragement of a leading political party), she had whooped like a football fan whose favourite team has just gone up 3-0 at halftime. (Nani had her justifications for her dislike of Muslims: she and her family, who had lived through India’s independence and Partition, and the tragic communal riots of 1947, were full of stories about the violence visited on their friends and acquaintances; the sorts of stories that each community has about the Vicious Other, stories that have allowed mutual resentment to simmer for decades and percolate down the generations. But the baggage she carried was not mine. And being influenced by my more open-minded mother, who was sad about the demolition, I knew – even at a time when I wasn’t close to being “political” – what my stand was.)


I had felt a milder version of this dislike for my nani all through childhood, affecting even more mundane, everyday occasions. There was a strong personality divide between us. I was a shy and nervous child, needing a lot of personal space; nani was boisterous, demonstrative, bullying (even if this came from concern and good intentions) – sticking her head into my room and trying to small-talk just when I had immersed myself into a book; treating introversion as a disease to be swiftly cured.


But one of the biggest facets of this personality clash was manifest in her religiosity and the chest-thumping ways in which she expressed it. I cringed when she proudly described me as a “Shiva bhakt” (worshipper of Shiva) to a visiting friend. I was an avid reader of the mythological stories in Amar Chitra Katha comics, and Shiva always seemed one of the uber-cool deities, sitting up there on his mountain with the river Ganga flowing through his long hair, a snake around his neck, smeared with ash, surrounded by grotesque minions, capable of destroying the universe by opening his Third Eye or performing the grand Nataraja dance. I saw him as a comic-book superhero, as a superbly realised fictional character. To have that perspective appropriated by my grandmother and turned into a simple statement of God-worship was very upsetting, and it gave me even more reason to distrust her faith.


And this in turn added – in ways that I can’t fully articulate or even understand – to my increasing wariness about mainstream Hindi cinema. Much as I had loved films like Amar Akbar Anthony and Deewaar as a child, the overwrought temple scenes became too closely linked, in my head, to the crassness with which my nani celebrated every idea about Hindu supremacy. I should mention that these films themselves – in terms of their content – were not to blame: they were conscientiously secular, calling for equality and comradeship between Hindus, Muslims and those following the other religions that made up a unified vision of India. Though popular Indian cinema is often sweepingly dismissed as “regressive”, a case can be made that the idea of India propagated in countless such films was more progressive and idealistic than what was happening in the much more polarised and conflicted real world. Events in present-day India, where the buried resentments of the Hindu community are being stoked by a fundamentalist ruling party, only seem to confirm this.


Hindi cinema is another form of religion for those who have grown up with it and been passionate about it; as I reached my teens, I was becoming agnostic in this sense too, having become jaded by watching too much of this type of film throughout my childhood. I was ready to begin exploring new forms. It may also have been a sort of mutiny against my grandmother, this moving towards foreign films that she wouldn’t be interested in or understand, or even be able to decipher the accents in which these funny firangs (foreigners) spoke to each other. Living in a flat that had been bought for my divorced mother and me by the woman I had such ambivalent feelings about, watching such films – in my room, on my own video-player with the door locked – was the closest I could come to rebelling.


Of the new cinematic idioms I discovered, a dominant one was the Hollywood film of the 1930s and 1940s (a period I still cherish), but there were also European films covering many decades: British, French, Swedish, Danish, Spanish and Italian films; the works of Godard and Bunuel and Bergman and many others. Accessing such treasures was often hard work for a Delhi native in the early 1990s, but I made frequent trips to the city’s embassies and rented videocassettes from their libraries. And very often, I found that the reserved, subdued forms of expression in these films chimed with my personality (or what I thought was my personality).


I don’t want to make a facile comparison that goes: Hindi cinema = loud melodrama; European cinema = understated realism. It’s much more complex than that: each of these forms has many modes of expression, and cultures and behaviours around the world are far from homogenous. (An Indian film that depicted the melodramatic behaviour of someone like my grandmother – or many other similar people I knew – could be realistic and truthful; but many viewers, even Indian viewers who know this culture well, might instinctively denounce it as over the top. And much of European cinema – some Italian genres, for example – is loud, goofy or hyper-dramatic in ways that are comparable to the mainstream Hindi film.) But for a young Indian who had grown up mainly watching the commercial Hindi movie – descended from our colourful and episodic local theatre forms – much of the “world cinema” I now encountered felt like exercises in coolness and restraint. Being emotionally undemonstrative myself, I was struck by how there wasn’t a need to talk all the time, how silences in cinema could be meaningful.


And I found myself intrigued by films that depicted religion and spirituality in ways other than the showy ways I had known. The first encounters include the early scene in Ingmar Bergman’s The Seventh Seal where the sad, tired knight, played by Max von Sydow, enters a small church. He glances at the crucifix; we get a close-up of Christ on the cross; and I am shaken: this was a tormented, depressed, emaciated-looking Jesus, so different from the beatific versions placed above the blackboards in the classrooms I had studied in, at a convent school in Delhi. And the scene itself was so intimate, so interior… and so hopeless. I don’t know if I consciously compared von Sydow looking at this Saviour (who seemed in no condition to do any saving) with Bachchan raging at the Shiva statue in the mandir and having his prayer answered, but that comparison hits me now. And I see why, at a certain age, as a youngster who didn’t believe in God (or at least not in a God who was compassionate or concerned with human affairs), this bleak image from The Seventh Seal was more appealing to me – felt more mature and profound – than the demonstrations of blind faith (and its immediate rewards) in dozens of Hindi films.


Long before I knew that spiritual emptiness and the absence of faith were key themes of Bergman's cinema, there was an intuitive sense that here was a very different idiom from the God-devotee relationship in Hindi films. Perhaps my subconscious was also making other comparisons: between the subtlety of the Dance of Death in the film’s final shot (the camera watching from a safe distance as the Grim Reaper leads his new acquisitions to the Hereafter) and the flamboyance of Shiva’s Nataraja dance in Amar Chitra Katha comics or mythological Hindi films.


Or take the work of the great Carl Dreyer, including the 1954 Ordet, with its depiction of a young woman rising from the dead – apparently through the power of faith; or could there be a more rational explanation? Two decades earlier, Dreyer had made Vampyr, one of many films that intriguingly link horror and religion – and a few years before that the superb silent film La Passion de Jeanne d’Arc, a harrowing depiction of Joan of Arc’s trial. This isn’t a story about the heroine who led French troops to war, God firmly by her side every step of the way; it’s about a frightened, lonely, even confused young girl being questioned and cross-questioned by a group of tyrannical inquisitors. The haunted, faraway expression on the face of the protagonist (played by Maria Falconetti) could represent the unwavering conviction of a girl who has experienced divinity first-hand – but it could just as easily be the face of someone who is no longer sure of anything.


Years later, watching these films again, I realised that some of them were not as restrained as I had imagined. They had a subdued aesthetic, of course, but the behaviour of the conflicted characters was often highly expressive. There is great passion (religious pun unintended) and theatricality in the childlike mood swings of Harriet Andersson’s character Karin in Through a Glass Darkly, or the neurotic Anna (Gunnel Lindblom) in The Silence. And there is the unforgettable scene in The Seventh Seal where von Sydow’s face crumbles in pain as he watches a young “witch” being burnt on the cross, and his squire (played by Gunnar Björnstrand) stands behind him, first whispering and then shouting into his ear – like the ghost Betaal hissing at King Vikram in stories from Indian folklore – that the poor dying girl doesn’t see God or salvation, all she sees is emptiness. On the other hand, the consistently spare and restrained films like Winter Light (one of my favourites) have shrieks of despair or hysteria implied in their very silences, even when the camera barely moves and no one says anything – the shot where a pastor (Björnstrand again) stands near a river, looking down at the dead body of a man (von Sydow again!) who has been driven to suicide by the pastor’s inability to be consoling, is placid on the surface, but full of unexpressed inner turmoil.


When I watched Hollywood epics such as Ben Hur, King of Kings and The Ten Commandments, which were straight, often worshipful tellings of Biblical stories, I could link them with the mythological sub-genre in Hindi cinema – depictions of Gods, asuras (demons) and apsaras (celestial dancers) in movie versions of the Ramayana, the Mahabharata and the many other religious stories. But watching some of the major European films, I saw a more detached relationship with religion and worship. Take the Spanish surrealist Luis Buñuel, with his irreverent depiction of Christ in The Milky Way, or his ironic use of a Last Supper-like tableau in Viridiana. Or the over-the-top, scatological comedy of Monty Python in Life of Brian.


Other European films had a relatively benevolent, respectful if still ambiguous, view of faith. In the climax of one of my all-time favourites, the 1944 A Canterbury Tale, made by Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger and set in a small English town during wartime, a traditionalist named Colpeper and a sceptic named Peter are having an argument. Though they maintain a veneer of civility, the dialogue becomes intense and edgy. The train pulls into their destination station – Canterbury, where pilgrims go for benediction – and in a final sarcastic response to one of Colpeper’s observations, Peter says, “I’ll believe that when I see a halo around my head.” At this precise moment, the sunlight coming in through the carriage window creates an ethereal glow behind and around his face. Two of the basic components of film – light and time – are used to create a mystical effect. The moment lasts just a second (and it is a singularly cinematic effect, impossible to capture in writing as I am trying to do here), but that’s more than enough. A short while after this, in the film’s great closing sequence, Peter experiences a small “miracle” too – getting the opportunity to play a church organ, a long-cherished dream.


The soul-searching in these films was miles removed from the depictions of religious faith in the Indian cinema I grew up watching – though this may be the time for a reminder that Indian cinema is a lot more than mainstream Hindi cinema. To take the obvious example of an Indian filmmaker whose style and approach Western critics could relate to: the Bengali master Satyajit Ray, a rationalist who took a more detached, anthropological view of religion than that of most mainstream Indian filmmakers.


In his 1960 film Devi (Goddess), Ray offered his most scathing denunciation of how common-sense humanity can be suppressed by religious fervour. The story has a pious old man coming to believe – after a dream – that his young daughter-in-law is the goddess Kali incarnate – this creates a situation where the girl is closeted off from the rest of the house, turned into an object of veneration to be brought out for public display when devotees come asking for blessings and miracles. Bowing under this weight, the reluctant “goddess” Dayamoyee (Sharmila Tagore) comes to look as scared and tired as Dreyer’s Joan of Arc. In its portrayal of the control exercised by religious authority and by elderly men in patriarchal societies, Devi also reminds me of Dreyer’s Day of Wrath, in which a young woman in 17th century Denmark is accused of being a witch and eventually comes to believe it herself.


By the time I watched Devi, I had certainly experienced enough of religious rituals to be able to share in Ray’s revulsion for them. In 2009, my nani – whom I had never been able to show affection to in the way she might have liked – passed away, and her cremation provided one of my worst experiences with the ugly, demanding side of organised religion. I had to conduct the funeral rites, the first time I had ever played so central a role in something like this, and it was only on the repeated prompting of older, more experienced family members that I realised what the meaningful glances and pauses of the pandits (priests) at each small step of the process meant: that I had to hand some money over to the individual concerned. (Though it was always passed off as an offering to God, it would invariably be pocketed and tucked out of sight, even as the “holy man” in question was robotically reciting hymns; this happened even with the currency notes that everyone had been asked to place at the feet of the dead body.)


Having watched nani’s painful deterioration over two years as cancer spread through her body (and having myself become a little surer and more confident of my place in the world, less prone to feeling bullied by extroverts), I was finally in a position to pity her, to regret that our relationship hadn’t been healthier, and to dwell on the part that my own stubbornness and ingratitude had played in this. But now, in a situation where I would have liked to reflect on what had been good and affirmative about my time with her, things were tainted by the rituals and sideshows of the religion she had loved so much.




And yet, despite this accumulated negativity towards religion, when I did eventually return to the fold of Hindi cinema – watching old films through new eyes and new spheres of experience – much that had once seemed embarrassing or risible now began to make sense. For instance, I realised I still had an appetite for the song sequence: I was capable of being emotionally stirred by religious songs like the one that accompanied the Sai Baba miracle in Amar Akbar Anthony, or the much later “Khwaja Mere Khwaja” from a film I didn’t much like, the 2008 Jodha Akbar, or “Bhagwan, Kahaan re Tu” from the 2014 PK.


In the Hindi cinema I had grown up watching, the definition of “nastik” (atheist) was always hazy, and one that had felt like a copout. It never quite meant unbelief: that didn’t even seem an option. It was more a case of “bhagwaan se katti hoon”, which can be loosely translated as “I am not on speaking terms with God” – “katti” being a word we often used as children to indicate that we had fought with a friend. Essentially, what Bachchan was saying when he refused to enter a temple in the early scenes in Deewaar was not “I don’t believe in God’s existence”. It was: “I’m miffed with God because He allowed bad things to happen to my family.” Early in another Bachchan-starrer Nastik (Atheist), the child version of the protagonist Shankar sulks and tells an idol “Aaj se mera-tera koi vaasta nahin.” (“From now, we have nothing to do with each other.”) But in the film’s climax, when God (or rather the gleaming, jewellery-studded statue that represents Him) shows belated willingness to help (the villain is impaled on the idol’s trident during a fight scene), “katti” is suspended and it’s back to clanging the temple bells.


Around the time when I was growing weary of Hindi films, these tropes had felt formulaic and manipulative. Perhaps, in some objective sense, they are. But when I revisited those films, I found myself appreciating them in the same way that I have always enjoyed the countless intersecting stories that make up Hindu mythology – especially the stories around the most “natkhat” (mischievous) of Gods, the Vishnu incarnation Krishna. I saw them as variants on the Hindu theme of playfulness or leela, built around a friendship between God and worshipper. If you can get angry with God in the way one gets angry with a perfidious friend, it implies an informal, affectionate relationship – and perhaps this was the way to read all those apparently maudlin scenes where an old widow speaks with the idols in her house temple, or a hero bargains with God for his family’s well-being.


It helped me make sense of much that I had rarely thought about earlier. In one of the most famous Hindi films ever made, the 1975 blockbuster Sholay – about two small-time crooks helping a village to get rid of dacoits – the garrulous Basanti (Hema Malini) goes to the nearby temple to have a candid chat with a Shiva statue. My hands have become rough driving a tanga (horse-driven cart), she tells him. Please find me a nice well-off boy whom I can get married to. Unbeknownst to her, the film’s hero Veeru (Dharmendra), who has been trying to woo her, is standing behind the statue using a can to generate a booming God-voice; he speaks to her, pretending to be Shiva, and pleads his own case. Initially surprised by this “chamatkaar” (miracle), Basanti quickly takes it in her stride – while also expressing reservations about the God’s choice of groom for her. Take another week if you need it, she tells him, and see if you can find someone else. I’m not in such a hurry.


The scene is a beautifully performed bit of light comedy, but it also makes a point about the familiar, bantering way in which the God-devotee relationship works in the moderate Hindu tradition. And it is telling that the clownish Veeru, standing behind the statue, though dressed in his trademark western outfit of T-shirt and denim jeans, is also barefoot as one is supposed to be in a mandir. Respect and camaraderie coexist.


Seven years ago, while writing a book about the director Hrishikesh Mukherjee (associated with the “Middle Cinema”, neither too mainstream nor too arty in its depiction of middle-class Indian lives), I found another, subtler form of spirituality. In many of the “Middle” films, there is a Krishna-like figure – a regular human being who acts as a guide of sorts, intervening in people’s lives in a playful, gentle and ultimately positive way. One example among many is the role that Rajesh Khanna plays in Mukherjee’s Bawarchi (1972) – a cook who takes up employment with a squabbling joint family and helps them see the error of their ways and how to live in harmony; the story can be seen almost like a genial reworking of Krishna’s role as mediator (and eventually, facilitator of a cleansing war) in the Mahabharata.


This reacquaintance with Hindi cinema has, in the past few years, made me more aware of my divided selves, and how the art we consume can resonate in very different ways with the many aspects of our personality. Today I can enjoy both the melodramatic language of Hindi cinema and the hushed minimalism of such Scandinavian directors as Dreyer, and draw succour from both forms. One tells me it is okay to be quiet and inward, while the other provides an outlet for another, showier side of my personality. And while I don’t see myself ever embracing religion, both types of films have – in their different ways – made me just a little more understanding of the faithful and their relationships with their faith. Whether the relationship involves friendly banter with silver idols, lacerating agony caused by doubt, or just the thrill of participating in a fantasy – which, after all, is something that all movie-lovers, Indian or European, do as well.


[An earlier, related post about my nani's cremation, and the hegemony of religion]

Tuesday, September 08, 2020

Film-club discussion: The Shop Around the Corner

The next online film-club discussion (and probably the last for a few weeks as I get busy with the Mahabharata course) will be around Ernst Lubitsch’s lovely 1940 film The Shop Around the Corner. With James Stewart and Margaret Sullavan as lonely-hearts working together in a Budapest store, unaware that they are secretly corresponding through a "Dear Friend" column. This is one of the great romantic comedies, though its scope is broader than that of the typical rom-com that focuses on the two main leads (this one is equally about the world around them, the shop, and the people who work in it).

Anyone who wants to join the discussion (it will be on the 12th evening), or even just watch the film, please mail me at

Thursday, September 03, 2020

The Mahabharata in popular culture -- online course details

This is for everyone who has expressed interest in the Mahabharata course being taught by Karthika Nair and me. Given below is information about the structure, dates and fees.


The Many Lives of the Mahabharata: an online course by Karthika Nair and Jai Arjun Singh


Introduction: Like all foundational epics across cultures, the Mahabharata has undergone many changes over the centuries, depending on place, time, context, and teller – a process that is still very much on today. The countless retellings are important reminders of how malleable old stories are, especially in a country as culturally and socially diverse as India: as we travel from one region to another, as the lenses shift, we find variations in each incident and in our perceptions of different characters.


The epic can be read as a work almost shorn of supernatural elements (it’s highly probable that that’s how the story WAS first told, in the form of the much shorter critical text called the Jaya, which revolved primarily around the Kurukshetra War itself) or as a divinity-imbued saga where a Vishnu avatar is the puppet-master, sometimes centre-stage and sometimes behind the scenes, showing the way to confused mortals. As a fluid work of literature, its many interpretations range from Kamala Subramaniam’s deeply inclusive, sentimental view of the characters to Irawati Karve’s coolly anthropological take which analyses ulterior motives, sparing no one.


We will cover many of these Mahabharatas, mainly through representations of the epic in popular culture. This course is meant for those who have a basic familiarity with the Mahabharata (it is enough to know the essential storyline) and would like new ways of engaging with and thinking about it. Our primary focus is on works that have, in sometimes surprising ways, affected our own perception of the epic, and percolated into our writing. In other words, what you get is two writers whose lenses have been informed and expanded by many choices made by the makers of these adaptations, by the moral and social questions they – sometimes unintentionally – threw up.


Structure: a number of modules that deal with the Mahabharata across multiple media, including literature and cinema: from straight retellings to imaginative ones, from perspective versions (a particular character’s restricted viewpoint) to the omniscient-narrator view as well as literary criticism and commentary. Each module will have four classes of 90 minutes each, spread over four weeks. Each class will have a particular theme, character or relationship as its fulcrum.


The first module will cover Mahabharata representations in film, TV and performing arts. The range of tones, styles and approaches in these works is enormous: it encompasses films such as the fantasy-classic Maya Bazar, Mani Ratnam’s Thalapathi, Shyam Benegal’s Kalyug, as well as countless non-Mahabharata films that contain characters and situations influenced by the epic’s basic templates (such as Trishul) or provide current commentary on its themes (Jaane bhi do Yaaron); the hugely popular TV serials by BR Chopra and others; Peter Brook’s famous staging of the epic and its subsequent film version; the many performances of Dharamveer Bharti’s play Andha Yug; Akram Khan’s Until the Lions (based on Karthika Nair’s book of poems about marginalised voices in the Mahabharata), and several other notable – though often disregarded – works that yield surprising moments of interest.


NB1 While we will show relevant clips from the works that we reference, time constraints will not allow full screenings. We will not make the entire works available, out of respect for IPR — but links to the said works will be given, and also to the platforms where they can be viewed or obtained.


NB2 Since only very limited interaction may be possible during the main body of the sessions, we will allow for an extra 15-20 minutes at the end of each session, where specific questions may be asked and addressed.


The following topics will be discussed in Module 1:


A relationship of convenience, or a friendship forged in empathy? A road to mutual destruction or redemption?
On the many ways of looking at the Karna-Duryodhana relationship


A woman scorned and an obstinate patriarch: the Amba-Shikhandi story
And, by extension, the story of Bheeshma’s unwavering devotion to his vow


Marginalised wives and sons: Hidimbi and Ghatotkacha, Iravan and Ulupi

Demons of the night, to be tucked out of sight, or expedient and expendable instruments for the greater cause?


Different views of Krishna

Smugly omniscient God, shrewd mortal chieftain, or something in between?




Dates and timings

The sessions will be on the following four Sundays:

September 20, September 27, October 4, October 11 (7 pm to 8.30 pm IST)

(Recordings of the sessions will be made available to participants)


Fees for the four-week course

For participants in India and Asia: Rs 5,000


For participants outside Asia: $150


If you wish to confirm your attendance, please let us know at